Just Tired.

I've been alive for almost 18 years now. And I have moments where I just want to give up. Hey who doesn't? And sometimes I know it's alright to have a mental breakdown. I have those often. Just 95% of the time I make sure no one sees these breakdowns. That way I will always be seen as strong. So with the past month I have had. Take that back. With the past year I have had, I am just tired. I'm tired of the stress. I'm tired of people. I'm tired of bad moments. I'm tired of not being loved. I'm tired of being sad and unhappy. I'm tired of people not understanding. I'm just tired. I need a break. And if me being silent and me acting like I don't give a shit helps with a break, then so be it. I just don't want to reach that point early in life where I just want to give up on everyone and everything.